Breakdown
I got big plans, but none of them feel like mine
And I miss days where I used to feel like me
‘Cause I've been trapped in all the freedom
Throw my heart up at the ceiling
I take another drink so I can kill the voice of reason
I got big plans, but none of them feel like mine
You know
Uh, they fighting my demons, but they ain't fighting fair
But I keep saying that everything is all right, I swear
All alone in a dark space, ain't no light in there
What's fucked up is I might actually like it there
Pouring everything on this paper my pen is on
Feel like I'm breaking in places they put the pressure on
I'm the one in my circle they all depending on
I do it though, I need these drugs I've become dependent on
Someone tried to confront me, now we don't get along
In my business, they tripping off what I'm sipping on
They can't reach the pedestal that my head is on
But truthfully, I've been breaking down just finally letting on
Oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby
I need you, I need you
Oh, I'm in the middle of a storm now, baby
I need you, I need you to come over
Tell me this will be over
Over soon, oh
Oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby
I need you, I need you, I
Uh, crowded space, but I feel alone
Eyes on me at all times in a judgement zone
Somewhere on the road fucked up, but I'm missing home
No rest for the wicked, work cut out, put a pillow on
Anywhere, from misunderstood they try to patronize
They judging my ways, but won't empathize
You couldn't walk in my shoes, I'm not telling lies
Since 21, I've been running a whole enterprise
Provide for too many people, I can't jeopardize
But I've been breaking in half to two separate live
Mister Hyde just died looking at Jekyll's eyes
I start becoming somebody I can't recognize
Oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby
I need you, I need you
Oh, I'm in the middle of a storm now, baby
I need you, I need you to come over
Tell me this will be over
Over soon, oh
Oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby
I need you, I need you
Oh, I need you
Oh, I need you
So come over
Tell me this will be over
Over soon, oh
Oh, I'm in the middle of a breakdown, baby
I need you, I need you, I
I got big plans, but none of them feel like mine
And I miss days where I used to feel like me